I've known you for 39 weeks little one; I can tell you when you liked to be awake in Mama's belly, how you liked to stretch, that you always responded when I patted your little rump roast or one of your heels, and that you had the hiccups all the time after Mama would eat! :)
But for nearly 5 full days, Mama has had the most special and perfectly beautiful opportunity to soak in every little bit of you as we've gotten to "know" each other in our little hospital cocoon! Mama and Papa couldn't get enough of our sweet little boy in those first 24 hours!
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Papa on poop patrol - he's an expert now! |
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My beautiful hubby loving his new little boy |
And then when Papa went home to help with your brothers, outside of a few visits from your Mimi and Ga, your brothers, and Mama's friend, and frequent stop-ins from the nurses, it has been ME and YOU! And I can not begin to tell you how I have cherished every minute!
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Can't get enough of your little feet and hands! |
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Your favorite spot (and Mama's favorite too :)) |
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My burrito :) |
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My sweet little boy, talking with Mama and making my heart melt! |
We sit for hours with you laying on my chest sleeping to my familiar heartbeat. That is your most favorite position and I imagine by the way you scrunch up those little legs and feet that it was the position you spent a lot of time in, inside Mama. I love how you lay your head on your arms and how you breathe in tandum with my heartbeat.

You sleep so patiently in your "bin" in the bathroom with Mama as I try to take my first showers by myself. And despite the nurses wanting to take you in the middle of the night so I can sleep, we spend most of our evenings together, you sleeping right next to my belly on the bed, just like we've done for the last nearly 10 months!
You never cry!! What a sweet and precious baby you are! The nurses can't believe how calm and peaceful you are :). When they take you to the nursery for checks, you let them know you want to head back to Mama by sucking ferociously on your arm or hand, but you don't cry. And even when you've been gone only a few minutes, your Mama feels like it's Christmas morning when they wheel you back in and hand me my little burrito. And I eat up your delicious cheeks and lips and you nuzzle me right back!
I love that you smile whenever I give you eskimo kisses!!! I know they say you can't officially smile yet, but "they" don't know you! I think you may have mastered smiling in the womb (which matches your sweet disposition so perfectly!) because you have smiled at Mama since our second day in the hospital. A smile that lights up the entire room and your Mama's whole heart!
Having surgery is definitely a hard thing to do, but getting you is worth all of the pain! And being able to have this quiet time with you has been priceless for Mama. I am excited to introduce you to your new home and I know you have two big brothers who are counting down the days until you get home, but Mama will always cherish these 5 days we've had together! I love you with all of my heart Jonathan and I am so happy that you are here for me to hold!